Must-Read Fanfics

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5375481/1/Controlled_Burn
Bella has always joked about marrying Alice's much younger brother so she could be a part of her best friend's family, but now he's all grown up and hot. Bella tries to control the burn for him, but it quickly becomes a raging fire.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6374993/1/Clair_De_Lune
Edward Masen is the star of a top Ballet Academy. Bella Swan is just the first year new girl. But as an unfathomable connection emerges in the moonlit ballet studio, Edward and Bella become the breathtaking, beautiful combination of skill and passion.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5336840/1/Dancer_in_the_Dark_Part_I
Bella has an attiude but she can dance.Edwards in the popular crowd. What happens when he sees a girl dancing at school but doesnt know her? His only clue is a video and tattoo. Bella's sister starts bringing the populars home. Will Bella get along with them?

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5746842/1/
An old, dilapidated hospital residing in the outskirts of Forks, WA sits untouched, yet it's the focus of many tales, including one of a young man who resides there. He's believed to be either ghost or murderer. But it's all just tales, right?

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6657150/1/The_New_Girl_in_Town
Bella is a girl who in unlucky in love, what happens when a life changing situation occurs and because of that situation she just may might meet the right guy?


Monday, April 18, 2011

Draw a Heart on Your Wrist Day



On April 25th 2011, at 12am and onwards there will be a day dedicated to people who are battling depression and suicide and to advocate a lifestyle of unconditional love. On this day, draw a heart on your wrist, to symbolize that you are wearing your heart on your sleeve. ask someone how they’re doing. tell someone you love them. nobody should have to feel so bad about themselves that they take their own life. Take this challenge. Save someone’s life.











Source: http://www.yoga.com/ydc/enlighten/enlighten_document.asp?ID=505§ion=6&cat=132

The Smirking Horror

So yeah, I have one younger brother called Hamish, otherwise referred to as the 'Smirking Horror' as I like to call him.

A few years ago, in 2008 I think. Someone said that when I turn 18 and finish school my brother and I would become bestest friends well, I didn't think that would happen and I still don't think it will. I've turned 18 and finished school and my life is still hell as it was 2 years ago -_-

I wanted to move out then and I still do want to move out, I mean just to get away from him. He makes my life a living hell, I was intending to post a picture of him but you know he might get a bit pissed without his consent so I settled upon googling his name and this is what I discouvered.



Apparently, Hamish is either a dog or....



A Pair of Boots, they are the two most common pics that kept on coming up. A dog and a few pairs of shoes.

A few googles later: The awkward moment when Hamish Houston says "I feel you" in a comment.

http://www.likepage.co/162480/The_awkward_moment_when_Hamish/

And like always just I just couldn't resist doing a bit of editing, if anything the picture looks better than it was in it's orignal state.

Stop thinking about writing songs, and start writing songs. You really want to be a famous star, don’t you? You daydream about being on stage and hearing the roar of the crowd. Only trouble is, gee whiz, you’re dreaming your life away. If you want to write a really good song, you’re going to have to work for it. Start today. Commit to writing a certain number of songs per week, the way successful authors commit to writing a thousand words a day.

^^ that is what I do, I'm all dream not action and I wanna go into action I'm just scared to :X

Heart.Heart.Heart.

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Just Something to Think About...

I believe in chasing down you dreams and shooting for the stars because you never know when it's gonna come to an end. You might die in a tragic car accident, or in a freak plane crash.You might develop cancer and not know for many year until it's too late or you could just not wake up one morning which many people take for granted that they would wake up.

But hopefully you'll live to a ripe old age of 80+ with successfully achieving your dreams, I'd prefer to live a short and happy life than live a long dull and boring one.

My dream is to become an actor or at least work in the film industry. I'd love to be a performing artist travelling, acting, dancing and singing my way around the world.

So like you know, enough is enough. I'm Zoe, I'm 18, I suffer from Social Anxiety and I want to be an actor, and I can't be fucked if you don't like me because I've had enough of worrying what other people think of me.

I would LOVE to compose/write a song with someone, but as long as that person could sing because I can't and yes, I do have a person in mind as I write this but I'm to shy to ask but Nella Vita – chi non risica, non rosica. So I'm gonna ask her eventually :) HINT: This person would love music to be their forte and they can play the guitar, also I would love to be friends with her and she may just be reading this.



Spencer Bell — poet, musician, artist — passed away in December of 2006 from adrenal cancer and if I must say also the coolest guy around. I love his poems! Goshh.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

LOL

I wanted to work with the dead and be a private investigator :) SO.TRUE.

The Scorpio

Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.

In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil. Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. This may express itself in such destructive speech or action that they make lifelong enemies by their outspokenness, for they find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike.

They can harness their abundant energy constructively, tempering their self-confidence with shrewdness and their ambition with magnanimity toward others provided they like them. They relate to fellow workers only as leaders and can be blunt to those they dislike to the point of cruelty. In fact they are not above expressing vindictiveness in deliberate cruelty. They are too demanding, too unforgiving of faults in others, perhaps because they are not aware of the shortcomings within themselves, and extravagantly express their self-disgust in unreasonable resentment against their fellows. They do, however, make excellent friends, provided that their companions do nothing to impugn the honor of which Scorpios are very jealous. Part of the negative side of the Scorpio nature is a tendency to discard friends once they cease to be useful, but the decent native is aware of, and fights this tendency.

They are fortunate in that their strong reasoning powers are tempered with imagination and intuition, and these gifts, together with critical perception and analytical capacity, can enable the Scorpions to penetrate to profundities beyond the average. They have a better chance of becoming geniuses than the natives of any other sign.But charismatic "twice-born" characters such as they can sink into the extremes of depravity if they take the wrong path, and the intensity of their nature exaggerates their harmful tendencies into vices far greater than the normal.
Rebelliousness against all conventions, political extremism to the point where hatred of the Establishment makes them utterly unscrupulous terrorists. Brooding resentment, aggressive and sadistic brutality, total arrogance, morbid jealousy, extreme volatility of temperament, these are some of their vices. At the other extreme is the procrastinator, the man or woman who is capable of so much that they do nothing and become indolent and self-indulgent, requiring extravagant praise and flattery from those whom they make their cronies.

Being so gifted, they can find fulfillment in many employments. Their inner intensity can result in the ice-cold self-control and detachment of the surgeon, the concentration of the research scientist, and the heroism of the soldier. Any profession in which analysis, investigation, research, dealing with practicalities, and the solving of mysteries are relevant, can appeal to them. So police and detective work, espionage and counterespionage, the law, physics or psychology may attract them, and they can become masters of the written and spoken word. They may be most persuasive orators and find fulfillment as diplomats or preachers and, if they make the Church their profession, their inner intensity can express itself in the spiritual fervor of the mystic or the thaumaturgy.

Scorpio is the symbol of sex and Scorpios are passionate lovers, the most sensually energetic of all the signs. For them, union with the beloved is a sacrament, an "outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace.". Their overriding urge in loving is to use their power to penetrate beyond themselves and to lose themselves sexually in their partners in an almost mystical ecstasy, thus discovering the meaning of that union which is greater than individuality, and is a marriage of the spirit as well as of flesh. They are thus capable of the greatest heights of passionate transport, but debauchery and perversion are always dangers, and Scorpios can become sadistic monsters of sensuality and eroticism. Their feelings are so intense that even when their love is of the highest, and most idealistic kind, they are nevertheless frequently protagonists in tragic, even violent romances, "star-crossed lovers".
Possible Health Concerns...
Scorpio governs the pelvis and reproductive and urinary systems and its subjects are said to be prone to ailments of the liver and kidneys, stones and gravel in the bladder or genitals, and other genital ills such as priapism. Abscesses, boils, carbuncles, fistulas, piles, ruptures and ulcers may also affect the Scorpions.



horoscopes

LIKES
Truth
Hidden Causes
Being involved
Work That is Meaningful
Being Persuasive

DISLIKES
Being Given Only Surface data
Taken Advantage of
Demeaning Jobs
Shallow Relationships
Flattery and Flattering